Wowww its been a long time.
Life has gotten a little woah lately.
School is crazy..I fucking hate math with a passion.
Work is getting busier.
I have been trying to save to move out.. but I loaned Alex 1,200.00!
I have been hanging out with my latest friend...Amber...
I go out with her a lot...to clubs/bars...and sometimes I even get drunk...and then once I got sick. FML.
lol.
But she takes care of me...and I totally love her to death.
My mom was in the hospital last week, but fortunetly it wasnt very bad..she is home now and almost back to her normal self :) Which makes me happy.
I bought the cutest damn betsey Johnson purse ever!
I am ready to buy a tiffany necklace, get a new hoodie and a new tattoo ;)
I scheduled for my highlights with brandon <3
I got my toes done the other day.
I have several tests and papers coming up that I need to work on...ugh.
Next semester is getting cut back! Either im only taking 3 classes or im taking more online classes.
I really want to go to Disney or HHN...Ive been begging Amber but idk..she sometimes ignores my questions.
hm.
I have lots of vacation money..I need to spend it.
Also Vicky and I must must must see Bayside...and then NFG. =)
nothing much else going on, just hang outs, school. work, and money spending.

Ughhh today was school & work.
I am sleepy as can be!
I dont get to see my brittan for 2 weeks...i'll probably be distrought.
I am in the market for some new shit...including, AAA, a juicy bag, perfume, a new phone, bday presents for 3 people, boos meds, printer ink, a tiffany necklace, house season 5, a new hoodie, yummy smelling fabric softener, a new comforter, hotel for GA.
thats a lot of shit.
Today I bought new makeup and nail polish :) and icecream.
i really NEED the printer ink....and I probably need the bag too...but whatever..its a hair flip.
The bag I super wanted is not currently available in pink....I could get it in black...I could get a different one..or I could wait. I have to consult my mentor first.
Tomorrow is work till 5:30 then dinner & rob zombie movie <3
Thursday is school...and maybe gym, and nap and some kind of shopping.
Friday is probably lunch with vick, and bingo!
who knows what the rest of my schedule looks like..
ive been debating a life change...idk what yet....maybe to be more outgoing. ;P we'll see how that all goes.
<3

So yesterday I worked 9-4:30....nothing exciting happened. Brittan was in a fabulous mood and she accused me of leaving a christian book on her register.
It wasnt me but I died laughing.
I got off work and went home to change and then went to vickys with homework in hand. Vicky helped me with my retarded math.
and then I did some humanities work while everyone watched 30 days of night.
I ate an amazing bagel.
Then we all watched Halloween! The rob zombie version <3
We will hopefully be going next weekened to see Halloween 2!
Today I slept until 1...bad bad.
then I watched a disk of house season 4, and a disk of my so called life.
I wrote down about 50 questions for human sexuality..now I just have to answer them.
I went to the gym at about 9:30...and met with a friend for like 10 mins.
now I am bored to death.
I am hungry and dont know what to eat.
Tomorrow is my last day to sleep in for like a week at least. Between work and school...ugh..maybe one day I will get used to lack of sleep.
So after I sleep in tomorrow im gonna go grocery shopping and do more homework.
Tuesday I have school, a lunch date, and then work from 4:30-close with my britta.
Its about that time where I need some excitement in my life. asap.

School starts tomorrow..but I only have 2 online classes...then Thursday is real school. Oh boy.
I have a killer headache.
My days have been full of money managing, hanging out with my friends, working, playing games, coloring, shopping, texting.
I am so counting the days till cold weather...I want to wear my hair down and wear cute clothes and jackets.
Nothing else amazing yet.
;P but I shall keep you posted.

I woke up super grumpy due to stupid dreams.
I am about to eat icecream cake and get ready for work.
After work I am going to swim and get in the working hot tub.
Tomorrow I am probably meeting alex at the bank, lunch with vick, ,movies with vick, then everyone will be at her house around 9ish i guess to watch I love you man. Then I work early all weekend...fml.
Only a week till school.
idk....something fun needs to happen before I get into a pouty mode.
hm.

Nothing new and exciting. School starts in 8 days. Yippie.
I am saving for my closing costs on my future house.
Alexs car is taking a nose dive so if needed im going to cosign for him to get a loan to fix it..that he is going to pay off in 4 months or less or i will beat him up.
I am practically having Britta withdrawl....haha.
Chase is moving back to his parents house so he can save to move to washington.
He told me "he's changed"
that was a mighty large understatement....idk what goes through his head.
its amazing how some people are so ok with doing extreme things..I am such a princess...I need stability and comfort and to map out everything.
I like to have fun sure..but there is a time for that...and fun is much easier when its planned out :P
I am sooo ready for fall/winter.
I hate when my mind is filled with potential plans.
I really wanna just get comfortable with school, move out, and take a trip.
I want to see the leaves change.
I also wouldnt mind a wonderful guy waltzing into my life anytime now.
I spent 29.00 at the grocery store today...on 2 cases of soda..a small bag of rachel ray dog food, candy, chocolate milk, and break n bake cookies.
and i paid 2.54 on gas!
fml.
I need to save.
lol life is so rough.
I need to document my life via photos.
<3

Current life update:
I am on the 2nd day of my 3 days off. I had a list of chores to do and I basically did them all. =) Tomorrow is wedding planning with Vicky, lunch with my mom, and then rumplestilskin and a much needed back to school pedi.
I bought all my school books totaling 395.00.
I have been talking to Chase while he is in Washington. I am pretty Jealous he got to see 4 vermeers.
He really wants to move there...like asap. I could never do that...move away from my everything.
School starts in like 10 days...I am more excited than nervous...I need to get into some kind of routine though.
Ive been going to the gym the past few days.woo!
I am waiting on more info on my mortgage..but im thinking I'll pass up the 8,000 tax credit and wait till like jan to move...so I can save more $$ and be completley sure I can afford it.
Alex's car is breaking so he needs me to co-sign on a loan...but I can only do it if it doesnt affect my upcoming mortgage.
Funny think...Back in January I made it a goal to turn my boss that I absolutley hated at the time, into a friend...and I think it may have worked. =P
Oh man...My next weeks schedule isnt too terrible..my weekend is early..but the rest of the week is sleep in worthy.
God...I am in one of those unorganized moods I hate so much...I feel like I'll be alone forever.
I swear if I dont have a kid by 35 I will be going to the bank.
If I just finish my AA and move out I will feel semi saticfied with my life.
we'll see I suppose.

So basically I have worked 5 days in a row and I have 2 more..then I am off for 3.
in those 3 days I need to:
get gas.
go to the bank.
get printer ink.
grocery shop
clothes shop.
buy school books.
gym.
help vicky wedding plan.
do lunch.
sleep in.
watch a movie.
vacuum.
make copies.
send mortgage papers.
do something else amazingly fun.
I have 3 days to do all that.

Happy birthday to me!

Today I slept until 12:00...left at around 2ish with Rachel, Vicky, and Heather ann and went to the disney boardwalk.
It was slightly rainy. We went in the candy shop, bakery and general store...where I bought a antenna ball, post card and bumper sticker =P
We shopped around for dinner quite a bit..we ended up eating at the espn place...I had a sandwhich...it was pricey...but eh..its a hair flip.
I had fun.
We took super cute/funny pics in the photo booth..and I ate some killer fudge and walked around a pretty nice art gallery...i'd buy a paiting or 2 from there if I had the 10,000 they probably cost.
I was pretty darn sleepy on the way home.
Rachel went home cause she had homework and early work tomorrow.
Vicky, Heather ann and I met Alex and Lauren and went swimming.
We rented a haunting in conneticut and I bought zack & miri, Nick & Nora, and hes just not that in to you. =)
Now I just need I love you man and Adventureland when they come out.

Thus far for my bday I have gotten.
from:
Alex: House season 3 & my b&n membership renewed.
Rachel: House season 4
Heather ann: ae giftcard, jacob black candy, the cutest candel holder ever, hair things, a cherry blow pop, lotion, body spray, a cute ass bag and card.
<3 I love my friends.
tomorrow I intend to eat the shit out of some icecream cake..go look at a house. Watch a season of house.
call the bank.
see vicky, al, and lala.
and my mom is cooking me yummy food.
My day should be complete.
Thanks to everyone who loves me and gives me birthday wishes.
<3

I currently have 6 books just laying around...I wish I could stop reading more than one at one time. Im trying to rush through my bible book so Chase can read it.
I want to read the good year..and new moon. fml.
Last night work was shitty cause Brittan was being mean! Today I am to kill her with kindness.
I talked to chase, he said we can hang out again.
Maybe someday it wont be weird at all.
one month till school..yayy.
I really really need to get over my comfort zone and put more money in my savings or towards my bills.
Which reminds me..I also need to read rich dad poor dad.
I need to read faster. =P
My schedule is ok...I do open next friday...but I'll survive..no complaining!
and every time I go shopping I buy something organic...granted I dont really like blueberry pom juice but I am still drinking it.
I better go swimming this weekend.
the mortgage loan guy called me to go over my application...eh..I dont have time to call him back.
maybe when im off.
I also said I would volunteer again soon, computer stuff...the lady that does big events needs help...that should be fun.
I also want to go see rumplestilskin next month.
=)